Monday, June 28, 2010

By ALL Means... Read ON!!

I began this blog for ME and me only, because writing is what I love to do. It frees me of pinned up emotions and feelings that I keep to myself. Although I am an open book, some things ARE personal. Some things are better left either unsaid or said to a chosen FEW, but for the most part, ask me and you’ll have your answer whether you will like what I say or not.

Don’t cha just love when people come into your world and try to change you and what you do? Of course you don’t I was being sarcastic, but censorship is the same thing. Apparently some folks don’t appreciate my words and how I choose to portray them to the world, but as I recall, this is MY blog and I can do with it as I choose. Luckily, I have little care for what people think of me or what their opinion is of me. I just say, “kiss my azz” and keep it pushin’! If you have that many things to say to me about what I do, then begin your OWN blog and write freely there.

Don’t try and shush me, it will only cause me to become LOUDER. Don’t attempt to cage me, I WILL break free. Don’t hold me down, I will become unloosed. It’s a new world out here and I want to see what it holds whether you are ok with it or not. By the way, don’t take what I say so personally, but if you do and it changes you for the better, then by all means… READ ON!!

Friday, June 25, 2010

Some of the BEST Lessons...

I’ve learned to accept people for their actions and not their words. Actions REALLY DO speak louder then words. If I tell you I love you but never do anything to SHOW/PROVE to you that I do, then how can you believe that what I’m saying is true? It’s beautiful what opened eyes can see, not literally speaking but figuratively. The brain sees things that the heart won’t necessarily accept. We are afraid to allow ourselves to see these things for fear of being hurt. Being hurt is an opportunity for growth whether we see that at the time or not. Some of the hardest situations that I’ve been through in my life have taught me some of the best lessons… It’s true and if you look back at your life, you’ll agree.

When we were young, some of us made plans for ourselves, for our lives ahead. I did and of course things didn’t work out all the way as I had previously planned. However one thing is for certain, I’m a stronger woman than I thought I would be. I’ve been taught things that I normally wouldn’t have learned if not for trials and tribulations. Good things come out of all bad situations if you look at them through different eyes.

This has been a very hard week for me. I’ve had to end a relationship that began 18 years ago. STRENGTH allowed me to do that. Friends and family by my side that stood by me and didn’t judge me HELPED with this... People who have walked the road in front of me to shield and protect me AIDED in this... Peers who have held me and told me things would be okay ASSISTED in this. I’m not alone in anything I do. God has had my back when I didn’t know he was there. He has been with me, helped me, aided others in my fight, and held me during this whole situation. I love HIM and ALL OF YOU for all of your support.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Tupac - If My Homies Call

Happy 39th Birthday, Tupac!!